Existential conflict – Why did I spend all my savings?

It was March of 2017 and I was down to my last penny. It took me 15 months to spend everything that I worked for over 7 years and I wasn’t even looking for a job. I was waiting for life show me the next step because I knew I […]

July 9, 2017 / By
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What’s going to happen to you 40 years from now?

This question is getting old. Thank god 2016 taught me not to worry about the uncertain. There is no guarantee I will still be alive 40 years from now. What if? When the things I was supposed to be worried about will actually happen, the what if’s, then I will […]

May 13, 2017 / By
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Fuck Sacrifices. I Choose Myself!

When I told my mum I’m leaving home 2 weeks before Christmas to go backpacking in Latin-America for a year she slammed the door and started crying. Choosing myself wasn’t easy, but it was the right thing to do. Selfish is a word that we get to define. What I […]

April 21, 2017 / By
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Who Is This New Girl?

When I look into the mirror, I can’t believe who is looking back at me. This feeling had been my companion for years, but one thing changed. The girl on the other side, is not the same who she was not long ago. The past Even tough I used to […]

February 18, 2017 / By
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Sex, Love, Child

All the things no one prepares you for. I was not told a single word by family, teacher, no one about the core of life. It would have been great to get a heads up. Sex Alright, we all know how to put the condom on, what it is for, […]

February 10, 2017 / By
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I doubt my doubts

„Do I really need this? I have all my friends here. My family. I have a job, and it’s not so bad…plus travelling alone is very dangerous.” Even if this exact situation is not familiar, you must know what it feels like when you doubt your decision before a big […]

January 5, 2017 / By
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Raised To Be A Champion II.

A few days ago another very important person stepped into my life with whom we reopened the case discussed in Raised to be a champion part 1. How can you solve and already solved problem? By letting others light the issue from a very different angle. Champion or man? The […]

November 12, 2016 / By
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Define Bravery!

A few weeks ago, I was told by a woman with grandkids who was currently on a four month trip through South America, that she was not as brave as me. I thought to myself – why does she think that? Why doesn’t she see herself just as brave as […]

September 16, 2016 / By
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Hungary! Adiós, Goodbye…

I’m leaving. What does it feel like when the decision is born? When you have to face the family to break the news? When you battle emotions to make them understand why you can’t stay? When you are really far away from them…?! “I could never live abroad.” With the […]

September 5, 2016 / By
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You Should Live Like Me – Bullshit!

How would you feel if I told you, I think you don’t live the life you should? Or you are making a mistake by not travelling? Or you would be happier living like me? You would probably feel attacked, offended, annoyed… This is exactly how I feel when someone tells […]

August 31, 2016 / By
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